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was born in Jakarta 95 January 13
careless. speaks lot. harsh. also a brainless person
she have no patience. so dont make her waiting
soon to be photographer, no? yes. she loves stalking & cam-whoring
like to take a sip of coffee while reading a fanfics
have a feeling with someone. unfortunately, she's his noona
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My happiest moment at 12:01 PM
Monday, September 22, 2008
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA DAMNNN!! our eye-catching-game surely makes me liking you a lot boyy! XD
anyways.. wut vanB said is just a gossip -.- he confirmed wut lydia said is all lie haha. vanB isnt that bad lah xD i thought that lydia was jealous at me when vanB asking a few Q bout me rawr! xD
My happiest moment at 9:05 PM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
falling without knowing tilly and the wall
the feeling was psychic, passing through, electric my palm against your fingers, pressing needles through my wrist hearts meet, though we didn't speak of those things falling, falling without knowing
light as feather, lifting up together but a heavy ache and focus blames circles in our heads eyes meet, though we didn't see what would be falling, falling without knowing
whatever happens now that I've changed no one will ever stand in our way we both sent the signal, it's been delivered, a crashing cymbal rings out
well.. im in love with this quote even my partner in crime said its sounds lyk a frustrated-sex *LOL* i still love it
then.. i decided to be a lesbian (: hha. im too despo to be normal. so i decided to be lesbian duh thats just my thought :D
got sms from my friend yesterday trust me, this sms was annoying -.-
"did you like panbe?"
"who the hell 'panbe' is? -0-"
"uh, ivan derian. that chinese dutch from G class"
"uh him. why?"
"did you like him?"
"uh pwease. no luh"
"But lydia was tell me, last night panbe sms her then tell that you like him"
"uh yea. he said lyk -theres a gal named karin from morning class that like me. she said that to me by herself. but i still dunno who is she"
"Okay now im confused. he said i tell him by myself then he said again he still dunno me. & i never talk to him. seriously"
"So, why did he just say that?"
"idk. maybe he's a fan of mine?"
FKJGALSETJGWETUW;LEFJKLGQLKEJFBWKLAEJGVBEL THAT GUY ISH TOO NARSIST! -___- *curse
now daylight class rily think that imma fan of him =_= oh pleaseee~ i just say HES NICE! enuff. okay i said that hes nice before i know hes sucha bitch. i just look him at his physic. he looka lyk.. a cute, nice, smart, even good looking chinese dutch guy but.. the real is hes a smoker. pervert brain. playboy. all mixed in one bag -___________- again.. wrong judge
im out :9
My happiest moment at 5:35 PM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
please.. Unpedophile me *beg beg. im sure u can. so please T_T
i was surfin round friendster this afternoon and what i found is..
"hey, do you know fino? hes in same elementary sch with you"
"Oh. i know him. why? Who are you?"
"erm. nothing. im his cousin"
"ah ic. hey, whos ino's lil bro? feedee, yeah sumthin lyk dat lah. tell him! my friend like him so muchie. tell him. tell him"
"aw really? whats her name?"
"oh, okay! I'll tell him! ^^"
SEEEEEEEEE?? SEEEEEE?? thats why dee avoid me fer shur lately *scratch wall
i cant wait to rip her mouth tomorrow^^ god, it makes me hates her! i told her already
"DONT TELL ANYONE BOUT THIS PLZ"
dee hates me
he hates me
unpedophile me -.-;;
im sure. now one ever did this to me except dee uh hes the lucky number one
anyways, i was bolded sum of hurting experience from that 50 fuckin hurting experience
50 Hurting Experiences...from Loving
1. Letting go of a person you've just learned to love
2. Reminiscing the good times you shared together
3. Shielding your heart to love somebody
4. Trying to hide what you really feel
5. Trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes
6. Loving a person too much
7. Giving up someone you never thought of giving up
8. Having the right love at the wrong time
9. Taking the risk to fall in love again
10. Hiding your relationship from someone else
11. Controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend
12. Thinking of him/her every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while that he/she never even thinks a single thought of you...
13. Letting go, because everytime you see the person, you only fall deeper
14. Holding back only to find out when it's too late, you both felt the same way, but were only
scared to lose each other so much that you didn't let the feelings out
15. Falling in love with someone you didn't mean to fall in love with
16. Finding the perfect guy/girl...with only one problem--- he/she doesn't love you...the way you
want him/her to...
17. Helping the one you love "court" your friend / helping your friend "court" the one you love
18. Seeing the one you love crying for someone else
19. Waiting also hurts like hell
20. Having to hear "... I've met someone"
21. Agreeing to his/her wish to 'just be friends'.
22. Asking his/her freedom back bcoz 'he'd/she'd be happier with him/her'
23. Asking you to 'forget that everything happened' and be 'normal' friends again.
24. Hearing that you're treated as a little bro/sis
25. Sharing his/her future plans for the guy/girl with you.
26. You stopped being friends bcoz his gf/her bf asked him/her to.
27. Being denied in front of people.
28. Telling you lies where he'd/she'd been when actually, he/she was with a 'new friend' or an 'old flame'
29. He/she told you he'd/she'd be leaving you to return to his/her ex? the one he/she left for
30. Breaking someone's heart
31 .Fighting for that one thing that would make you happy that is, holding on to a person who can not guarantee you his/her commitment unless he/she fix himself/herself...then, you are left hanging for the moment...then he/she says, time will tell... ang labo lang niya...but you still decided to hope in him/her and trust him/her
32. Pretending you're OK when inside you're dying...
33. Pretending to be strong.... and recognizing your weakness...
34. Lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have...
35. Being with someone you can't actually love...
36. Pretending you don't love a person whom you actually love...
37. Being in love...
38. Letting go even if you really don't want to... having no right to say you are hurting because it was your decision
39. Seeing the person you love hurt because of you... and not being able to help that person...
40. Having the courage to say "I LOVE YOU" to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same again when he/she doesnt treat you with the same closeness as before
41. Having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you have set for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable
42. Admitting that you love someone despite his/her imperfections
43. Finding out that the more you try to hate him/her, the more you end up loving him/her, perhaps even more than before
44. Realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break-up.
45. The thought that this guy/girl, used to really love you and you loved him/her as well but you didn't give enough and he/she gave up on you
46. Sharing the one you love with SOMEBODY else.....
47. Making a promise....and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to be delivered....the commitment is no longer there...
48. Violating your parents' rules for that someone that you love.
49. Leaving your long-time friends because the one you love cannot accept them.
50. The hardest thing about love - believing it exists.
i shoud stop to liking him must must must
maybe i'll get deeper to that boy, so ill crying hard for that boy if im broken.